Pre-preproduction jitters

"Writing-if you're happy with it-undoes all sorrows."
-Orhan Pamuk


Today I meet with Round Three of make-my-music-plz. The first was I paid a lot of money and got nothing, the second was I paid nothing and got a little bit, and now I'm going to pay a relative little and get a relative everything? I pray? (Look! I'm still writing in the open internet air about it. I still, in the open internet air, think my first producer was a big, dripping asshole!)

as for the non-drip, I'm scared, even as I'm brightening! He's freak-folk, and kind, and his words glitter, and our minds interlock tentacles.

I have to do these things: make music, write, and enjoy people and what they do. I am haunted by this Rocko's Modern Life episode, where Rocko & co. are on a cruise that sails into the Bermuda triangle? As they do, spinning clocks appear over their faces, and age them like bananas under the sun.

sooner or later THIS HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE! so march march march in the lockstep joy dictates!